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Amazing transformation. Experiencing synchronicty and miracles regularly now.
I sense things are about to change very much for the better, not just for me but for many lightworkers. The changes for me have already started, and they have been a long time coming, I can tell you, (but DEFINITELY worth the wait!!) In a very short space of time I have experienced many miracles of personal healing like I knew were possible but more amazing than I ever imagined. All prayers I have ever spoken are being answered. I have rapidly gone from loosing my faith all but completely, (and I must be honest, I felt like turning to the dark side at the darkest times) and being so psychotically paranoid and feeling a total fear and belief that my life was destined to end in oblivion, I have, as if by magic gone from extreme darkness to a person I would never have imagined I am inside. Every time I look in a mirror I just shake my head with sheer disbelief at the life I've survived and also the new life that is now beginning. My past feels like a lifetime ago and like it happened to someone else. I am just completely and totally, 100% astounded, amazed and blown away. Words cannot describe the feeling.
As I said, I really believed my life was over. I would surely receive all the bad karma I had earned from things I did in the past. Just last Christmas I felt so low that for the first time in a long history of mental health issues I went from wishing I "had the guts" to commit suicide to actually planning how and when I was going to do it. Now, by the grace of God, I am starting to really emerge into the light, and also my inner-light is starting to shine through. I am not scared any more. I have prayed furiously and repeatedly for healing for my fears. And as per usual those prayers have been answered.
In the matter of just a few short weeks I have gone from complete psychosis and being totally screwed up with guilt, fear and worry to having such confidence and faith and being who I really am, whether certain people like it or not. I still have many challenges and much self healing to do, it is after all an ongoing process, but it is the way I view them now that is making such a huge difference to my quality of life, both internal and external.
And strange but magical and wonderful things have started happening around me. Good luck, with a few wins (albeit small) on the lottery and scratch cards, lots of spirit activity, my psychic readings have gone up to a higher level, to give just a few examples. I'll be at home and think of some chore I have to do, but when I go to do it it has already been done!! Choosing a crystal to give to a stranger who gave me a gift, and the crystal I chose was her birth stone.
It is all happening. We are living in a very special time and I know it is not just "my time," but it is YOUR time too.
Just sit back and enjoy the ride...
X x X
As I said, I really believed my life was over. I would surely receive all the bad karma I had earned from things I did in the past. Just last Christmas I felt so low that for the first time in a long history of mental health issues I went from wishing I "had the guts" to commit suicide to actually planning how and when I was going to do it. Now, by the grace of God, I am starting to really emerge into the light, and also my inner-light is starting to shine through. I am not scared any more. I have prayed furiously and repeatedly for healing for my fears. And as per usual those prayers have been answered.
In the matter of just a few short weeks I have gone from complete psychosis and being totally screwed up with guilt, fear and worry to having such confidence and faith and being who I really am, whether certain people like it or not. I still have many challenges and much self healing to do, it is after all an ongoing process, but it is the way I view them now that is making such a huge difference to my quality of life, both internal and external.
And strange but magical and wonderful things have started happening around me. Good luck, with a few wins (albeit small) on the lottery and scratch cards, lots of spirit activity, my psychic readings have gone up to a higher level, to give just a few examples. I'll be at home and think of some chore I have to do, but when I go to do it it has already been done!! Choosing a crystal to give to a stranger who gave me a gift, and the crystal I chose was her birth stone.
It is all happening. We are living in a very special time and I know it is not just "my time," but it is YOUR time too.
Just sit back and enjoy the ride...
X x X
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